I guess with every resolution there is a point where you think I don't have the time or I'll catch up tomorrow. Tomorrow though never comes and it ends up at the bottom of the pile of things to do never to be done again.
So 2015 comes along and you realise its been 4 years since you started that blog. You are no longer a mum of 3 but a mum of 4! - whoops
But why today, why start again.... something to do maybe but apart from the odd note in your diary, facebook status or twitter update what has really happened on that day? you have no idea how it made you feel, not really, not deep down inside.
For years I kept a journal. 10 years to be precise it had everything in there... One day I will burn them as I think, do I really want people to read my teenage angst thoughts or who I had crushes on and those silly pictures and doodles I used to do - How many times I visited the pub with friends, who I saw and what we got upto... yeh no thanks i'd rather not let B or the boys read what mum was really like --- although I guess they could use it as a point of reference "not what to do in your teens/20's"
so I am sat listening to Mister Maker - M is watching CBeebies and have my laptop and I am typing,,, not sure if it will come of anything but I have a feeling this year is going to be an interesting one. I am starting on a "journey" - eat your heart out XFactor lol. 2015 is the year I rediscover a few things. One of those resolution thingymabobs I said to A on NYE was that I wanted to open up my mind and read more, visit galleries and museums, go for long walks, educate myself... yes I am having a mid life crisis at the age of 32! think the Prosecco over the festive period has got to me.
so maybe this will help the "journey" of the next year... who knows!
Jx
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